I'm just a kid

I don't think anyone follows this.

Lately life has just been passing like a blur, I go to school all week and can't do anything on the weeknights. Then the weekend comes and I have to spend half of it with parents. It's really pathetic, I'm really ready to lead my own life and not have to spend time with one parent every other weekend. I want to get out there and have some fun, sometimes I want to do something really crazy and get away from my really normal life. I've got so many thoughts I can't complete and I really feel insane. Watching how everyone reacts around me, and how I find myself acting, without even being able to control it. I feel like I'm fifty different people at once. That sure would explain my constantly confused state for the past few years.